DIY✃ MFA

Academia is collapsing! There must be other ways to learn that don’t take us far from our communities and trap us in debt!

This is a self-directed creative practice program focusing on language, embodiment, and experimental education. My curriculum emphasizes the integration of writing, visual arts, somatic practices, and performance over a 2-3 year period.

This endeavor was inspired by the DIY PhD program offered by The School for the Ecocene.

Goals

  • Publish Family of Goofy Bodies, a collection of somatic poetry

  • Complete a draft of Texts with Grandpa, an oracle deck with accompanying soundtrack

  • Public performance of “Built the Wrong Web,” a mythic dialogue for our species loneliness

  • Public performance of “Strength is a Shake, Strength is a Snake,” a poetic exorcism

  • Publish The Girl and the Pearl, a children's book about emotions and grief

  • Attend a residency

  • Create a curriculum for others based on what I’ve learned through this experiment

Practices / Commitments

  • Daily: Movement; Reading

  • Weekly: At least 10 hours of creative flow; Silent Sundays (no speaking or media consumption)

  • Monthly: A workshop/lesson led by someone in my community

    • Staying Alive — Vandana Shiva

    • The Muse Learns to Write — EricHavelock

    • On How We Mistook the Map for the Territory — Sylvia Wynter

    • Poetry Is Not a Luxury — Audre Lorde

    • Food of the Gods — Terrence McKenna

    • Meeting the Universe Halfway — Karen Barad

    • You Are Not a Gadget — Jaron Lanier

    • Story of Your Life — Ted Chiang

    • Eros the Bittersweet by Anne Carson

    • Now is the Time to Open your Heart — Alice Walker

    • Quantum Listening — Pauline Oliveros

    • Deep Listening: A Composer’s Sound Practice — Pauline Oliveros

    • Zami: A New Spelling of My Name – Audre Lorde

    • The Yellow House – Sarah M. Broom

    • JitterbugPerfume - Tom Robbins

    • The Doors of Perception - Aldous Huxley

    • Collected Poems – Robert Lax

    • Ecodeviance: (Soma)tics for the Future Wilderness — CAConrad

    • While Standing in Line for Death – CAConrad

    • Amanda Paradise — CAConrad

    • A Beautiful Marsupial Afternoon: New (Soma)Tics — CAConrad

    • TheVerseforNow — Jacqueline Suskin

    • Hardly War by Don Mee Choi

    • Mercury, A Sand Book – Ariana Reines

    • Mucus in My Pineal Gland – Juliana Huxtable

    • Weaving Sundown in a Scarlet Light - Joy Harjo

    • Psych Murders – Stephanie Heit

    • Liberated to the Bone – Susan Raffo

    • Rituals for Climate Change – Naomi Ortiz

    • Schizophrene – Bhanu Kapil

    • Always Coming Home – Ursula Le Guin

    • Original Light: New and Selected Poems - Albert Goldbarth

    • The Mushroom at the End of the World — Anna Lowenhaupt Tsing

Community Collaboration

A key component of this curriculum is connecting to Detroit’s creative eco-system.

“We must reclaim the word 'labor.' It means to give birth, which is creative, so reclaiming our labor is reclaiming our creativity — entering an embodied relationship with the earth.”

- Dr. Vandana Shiva

Detroit, birthplace of the automotive industry and therefore important place in the history of labor, has much to teach about reclaiming creativity. There’s a palpable spirit of collaboration over competition and people imagining a world where all our creative visions can be realized.

Mentors: Richard Newman (Hinterlands Physical Theater Apprenticeship), Jacqueline Suskin (Writing Mentor)

Projects I’m contributing to:

Classes/workshops taught by friends:

My teaching + facilitation:

  • Futurist Quilt, an ancestral workshop co-taught with Ray Goedeker for the Somatic Strategy Circus

  • As Many Brains As Fingerprints, a monthly group for exploring the spectrum of consciousness outside the framework of pathology

Archive of Local Events Attended

Why

I’m most interested in how language animates and transforms the body, world around us, and consciousness. How is it that words can be both medicine and prison? A tool for expression and suppression? Why are we the only species on this planet that writes?

The invention of the written word is relatively recent. For tens of thousands of years, words lived only in the body through thought turned to sound. This movement from the body to the page marks a profound shift in how humans relate to reality. Ideas could travel vast distances, but oral traditions were lost.

Now, in the age of artificial intelligence, with the invention of large language models, every word ever written forms the vast soup from which we’re slurping the future. We’ve created machines that process language without lived experience.

Can we integrate embodied speech, written thought, and computational language? Who knows. But we can explore the responsibility language gives us.

Archive of Workshops / Classes Attended

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